Hey there.
After all this time, I'll write about what has lead the game to stalling in reality.
I'm writing this because these news posts are meant to inform, so I'll imform.
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of this happening again, to the point ive stopped looking for developers, stopped making the game and have been distancing myself from the whole SCP community as a whole.
A few years ago, I was stressed, I was horrible at handling people, to say it lightly.
I didn't know what I was doing and I did mess up then, but I apologized and improved
however, the real issue and "controversy" was when some people decided to collect info on the stupid choices I've made in the past few years, along with getting info that I didn't consent to from my close friends in several places
said people made a youtube video calling me many names, saying I abused people and manipulated people.
most of that was not true because I apparently misgendered one of their friends (I don't even remember, I did apologize anyway).
but it effected me heavily, way too much in fact.
to the point I stopped working on this game for years.
and now recently, I had to deal with that video, and a fellow programmer trying to control the game development process.
both issues are resolved, but now I'm left with only a bit of help and a bit of support from you guys, and a constant fear that something like this will happen again.
I'm 16 now,
I have been developing this game since I was 13, and I never gave up on it.
I didn't want to let any of you down, so I faced depression and all these events and got through it, and grew from it.
Is that enough?
is that ever enough for anyone nowadays?
I tried everything I could to help others, from giving small game devs a chance, to saving people from suicide. (people can confirm.)
..is that enough?
I don't know if I want to make another personal news page here anymore.
I'll just stick to game updates from now on, unless people object.