Dear family members who are still following The Last 66 Days:
Good morning!
I am Xiran! Xiran who stayed up all night yesterday!
My college life is so hard before it even starts! Countless trainings and assignments have already overwhelmed me! **Crying**! I don't know how everyone has been recently. The only thing that can make me a little happier recently is that I received a Mac from my parents for college... Therefore, I contacted the publisher and rushed to work with them all night. Finally, we produced the macOS version of "Countdown 66 Days" for some players who only have Macs to play.
While making the macOS version, I also reminisced about the previous story. In the past, for his one sentence, I actually made an entire game. Even half a year later, I admire my courage and perseverance at that time, as well as my... I can't say exactly what this feeling is... Is it the beginning of first love? Or what? In retrospect, this may not be true love. Does anyone here have any thoughts?
But... I really like the feeling of being in love - although I haven't been in a relationship before, everything is just my fantasy - I like it when someone can ask me about my well-being when I come back tired. I also like many intimate gestures, like kissing, hugging, and lifting up high... But in fact, when I think about it, I'm not that excellent. Alas, sorry, I'm publicly daydreaming here. Everyone may think that my life is great, but in fact, I personally think it's just so-so. Whether it's "him" or someone else, it seems that in my life I have never been truly affirmed or truly loved. Thinking about it is a bit sad. I... have nowhere else to talk, so I can only complain to everyone here. I know that not many people read this, so I can safely regard it as a small diary. Every time I update a little bit, I come to talk to everyone. There aren't many people, and I feel very relieved, hahaha.
I don't know how long I can stay here with everyone. In fact, my mental state is not very good. I often feel wronged and shed tears for no reason by myself. Huddled in a corner alone, there is no one to talk to. If you want to hear me say something, you can leave your contact information below. When I have time, I will visit one by one. Haha. It's a kind of making friends in a roundabout way. Yes, I don't have many friends. It can almost be said that I have none. With many people, it's only a superficial friendship. In fact, I may not really agree with them in my heart, but it's just to the extent that I don't want to ruin the relationship.
Then let's stop here for today. This goblin is going back to the cave to sleep. Bye.
See you if fate allows.
One more thing: Sorry, I used machine translation and didn't review it carefully. Because as long as you finish reading this article, you will know that I am very tired now and in urgent need of rest. Some slang may not be translated correctly. So the best way to read all the correct meanings of this article is to find a friend who understands Chinese. I hope you can understand me. Thank you.
Xiran
9/5/2024