Merry Christmas to everyone!!!
Unfortunately I forgot that it's that time again, so it's a day late...
As some of you know, I'm autistic, I have no friends, no family, I don't even dare to leave the house alone here in the city without getting panic attacks.
Next update
Unfortunately, the next update will take a while.
Some people think that I click the game together in some editor, but in reality I develop it alone in the Unreal Engine 5 (the logo in the game isn't there for fun), there's no clicking together ^^
All models are created by me, all materials are developed by me, the entire code was written by me.
Here is a video that shows how I create the new map, or rather, just the streets:
There are 70km of roads so far, but in the end it will definitely be 150, as I haven't even filled half of the map yet and the city is still missing...
The tuning menu will take a while, and if I ever manage to work on the van at all, it's only on the map.
Depressive phase
I'm pretty depressed at the moment, I was hoping to finally be successful with this game and then be able to live where I want to live...
I found a small house, right next to the forest, perfect for me, costs = €35,000, which is €35,000 more than I have.
But unfortunately the game isn't a success again, I have to live where the social welfare office wants me to live, I've been looking for a new apartment for 4 years since the office drove me out of my home, but I just can't find anything outside of cities...
As some of you may know, I'm autistic, I have no friends, family or wife, nothing that would be normal for others exists in my life.
In another month I'll be 38 and will continue to be patronized by the social services because I just can't get away from it.
I can't work normally, I can't go out and meet people or keep working on the same project.
This game always annoys me when I force myself to work on it, while I'm currently having no problems working on my survival, it's kind of weird, but that's how the life of an autistic person works...
Best wishes, don't give up, one day I'll be successful and finally be able to live the way I want.